Idk about my life anymore. I have no idea what I wanna do in the future, and I have no idea what I’m doing right now. I don’t care about anything anymore. Or anyone. When I do care I get completely fucked over. Every fucking time I swear. I always get dragged in to trusting people. They say they care, and for a day or two or a few weeks, maybe they do but eventually they forget everything they said to me and leave. My mom blames me for everything that goes wrong in her life when all I fucking do is try and help her out. My brother blames me for why his life sucks, and maybe I contributed to it somehow idk but it isn’t my fault I had to basically be his fucking dad when all I wanted to do was fucking hang out and do shit teenagers are supposed to do. I get attached and attached again again and then when I have to let go, it takes me forever to get over it.